I know it is just like pulling out the dead out of the graves but it seems that i cannot help feeling for him for a day now. part of me tells me not to fall back so easily but it seems so vague. it all began with that one stupid question and today's comment on how we go ideally together. i know we might but there's so much more to it. we're just not destined. Besides my ideal was T. but now even he seems just not be too perfect. what is happening to me, i do not know. am i becoming just a tad bit too cold for this world? i never used to be like this. never. what is happening then.